tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76648121879420858832024-03-22T11:28:51.963+08:00NOT A BIMBOSammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-64279121187524842392020-09-04T02:11:00.002+08:002020-09-04T02:11:38.967+08:00Loss. <p> It’s been awhile since I got on here. It’s become somewhat of a cemetery of my old thoughts. My last post was about me hinting at the fact I thought I found a guy who was great and took my chances and went for it. He ended up breaking me into pieces, destroying my trust and shredding my self esteem. </p><p>Tonight I’m lying in bed again, with the same broken heart and swollen eyes that I had when I was previously with my ex coz fuckmylife yknow.</p><p>I got engaged about 10 months ago and I really believe that I found my soulmate. The problem is I’m starting to realise his soulmate might be someone else. </p><p>We got into a fight over her 3 nights ago and I shifted out of our place back to my dad’s. The loss he feels regarding her is something I’ve tried to understand and be patient with but I failed to. </p><p>He says it’s nothing romantic between them. It’s purely friendship. But the fact that when we first started out he had already been talking about her ghosting him, telling me he missed her and how important she is to him, I think I’ve just been in denial about it as well. </p><p>It’s been 3 years of her ghosting him while he continues to send updates of his life to her constantly. He even told her about our engagement and she gave a lacklustre response to which he told me he was over it coz she doesn’t respect our relationship. Me being the fking idiot that I am was so happy coz it seemed like I was finally important to him. But I’m here at 2am typing this while crying so you probably can figure out that all he said meant nothing. He still reaches out to her and I’m tired of trying to understand it or be patient about it coz I just cannot support my fiance being so hopelessly hung up for another person’s acknowledgement of him.</p><p>Sure he might not love her the way he loves me, but I think I need to be fair to myself and allow myself to be part in wanting to be a priority to my partner. </p><p>I want to feel like I’m the most important and that I have nothing to be threatened about. I don’t want to be in a relationship where I have to constantly fear her coming back into his life coz he will want to hang out with her alone, I’ll be able to see how much they have in common, how much fun he’ll have with her and because I’m so insecure he will eventually have to choose between her and I (this scenario is based on all his words, not mine). </p><p>I want to be cherished without being lashed out at coz she ghosted him. I can’t compete with a ghost. He tried to equate it to losing a family member using my brother as a comparison and got pissed when I said it’s not the same thing, saying it’s me not understanding him and choosing not to even try to get where he is coming from. He then asked me when I’ll get over my mum which was a fking low which he still hasn’t apologised for because my mum was abusive emotionally and physically and basically tormented me when I was growing up. </p><p>It still hurts so bad, seeing how he looked me dead in the eyes and asked me so matter-of-factly ‘In that case, when will you get over your mum?’ But he is now focused on that fact he is hurt that I dont want to put in effort into understanding how he feels, the loss and sadness he feels over her. </p><p>I really tried to but I can’t. I can feel your patience waning with me. I still remember how angry you were, calling me fucking insecure, saying I screen every female friend you have. Even when you’re recording a an artiste I get jealous. You base all my insecurities on my past trauma with my mum, with my ex and you never stop to consider if this insecurity is also induced by your lack of boundaries, your previous actions and your dismissive and angry demeanour when I try to tell you I am feeling insecure or lesser because of how you treat other people. </p><p>As someone who has accepted that you need to be close to your exes and you are a free spirit you will do whatever you want, you won’t change for anyone, I actually think I have been patient and really dealing with my own security so you can live your life as you please because I convinced myself your feelings are more important. I think the problem is you think you’ve been super considerate to my feelings and you’ve done nothing but been accepting and supportive of me. well so have I. But at this point, I don’t even know what relationship is left for us to fix. It’sa bit beyond the point of no return for me. I just need to type this out into this cemetery to at least put it out into the universe how hurt I am. How sad I am. And just pray the universe helps me. Help me. I love you so much but I don’t think tis is healthy anymore. What I do know is, if this does end, you’ll be pining after her while I pine after you. I’m so fucking fucking stupid I wish I could die. </p>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-48097292319913810342016-05-30T10:41:00.001+08:002016-05-30T10:46:54.948+08:00PSA: If y'all need some loving I'm coming home <span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Good morning Singapore!!!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Omg it's been so long since I've blogged I literally forgot what was the standard font I used to write in. I apologise to those who actually bother reading my blog. I have come to accept that I am actually a pretty busy person so I AM VERY SORRY. I also prefer real life interaction as compared to you just reading my life off a screen coz you gotta admit, if you don't know me in real life you're basically just reading my 3am thoughts of a screen. As much as I'm flattered that you bothered, WHY DON'T YOU JUST TALK TO ME I'M REALLY NICE. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Oh what do you know, I guess there is a point to this blogpost after all HAHAHAH. But yeah, for those who have missed my presence please know that June is the month you have me physically there in your life again. Please do know that even tho I wasn't physically around for a bit I am still readily available through texts and social media for y'all to contact me so really it should feel as if I've never left. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">So yes, please do contact me if you wanna hang. I'll probably be trying to meet up with everyone I freaking know in the world because I am a super needy and overly attached person. I'm not sure if you know this, but as my friend you're sort of stuck with me for life. I don't care if we just used to go to the same school together and barely spoke, or if I just met you through another friend and we are on a hi and bye basis, in Sammy's world there is really no such thing as acquaintances, <i>you are my friend</i>. You gotta deal with it, sorry. HAHAH. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">But yeah I wanna know all about you. What's been going on in your life, the highs, the lows, heartbreaks or new loves, losses and gains, new mad skillz you picked up, what you realised you are bad at literally E V E R Y T H I N G. Honestly, just catch up with me man. I'm all ears, I probably miss you more than you know. If I don't that's coz I don't know you yet and we can defo change that :) so yeah, lemme know if you wanna hang. My social media stuff are all on the right so, go crazy you. I will definitely be back by mid June so just text me and I will put you into my calendar :) xoxo.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I'm also intending to travel a little during this break tbh so please book me so I know when not to fly away. I think right now to me it's all about the experience and living life a little before life becomes focused on working on my career and building a family and all that kinda <i>real real</i> adult stuff. As a pseudo adult I can assure you that adulting so far has not been the most fun. Uni is hard tbh. Life is basically tough but Sammy deals. As of now I have intentions to venture into diving since I've always been obsessed with water and marine life anyway, so Imma talk to the daddy and see if he's for it. Lord please lemme interact with fishes in the near future -fingers crossed-.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I'm apparently supposed to try out skydiving as well but that's a huge ?????????? for me still. But I might just YOLO and go for it since it's a once in a life time experience... I might die, <i>but it might work out considering how hard uni is actually</i> HAHAH. I'm kidding don't worry. I'm also intending to travel with my besties coz we are overly attached and I love them much. I think I should brace daddy that I might have to be a burden again. #oopsie</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Haha I have some other updates on hand, but I don't think now is the right time to announce anything so bear with me. I'll honestly put in a bit more effort into updating this blog. I suck, I know. Thank you for still reading the shit I put up anyway, if you made it this far down the post please lemme know so I can give you a virtual hug or a candy bar irl if that's your preferred choice for poison. I love you much. Thank you for giving a shit. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Please help me out with keeping our friendship/relationship alive. Because I can honestly sense how busy I can be in my efforts to meet up with every person I care about; <i>which is basically everyone in my life</i>, so if you don't bother to really set plans with me you probably will not get to see me. Then you'll have to wait till Christmas or next Easter depending on when I'm back again in Singapore. Why would you do that to us tho? I should be staying in Singapore till early September so you have 3 months of your schedule to play around with heh. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I think I should head to bed now it's going to 4am here in Newcastle. But here's a little gif on what I've learnt these few weeks coz it has been a real stressful but crazy exciting time for Sammy. I think this photoset just makes sense to me. Will post updates on that part of my life when I'm ready and if there is more to update <b>I promise</b>. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I love you so very much if you made it to the end of this post. Really hope to hear from you, -hugs- if you're looking for real time updates please feel free to add me up on snapchat yeah? @sammycharlotte. You are super awesome and very loved <3</span></div>
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-74218836429385681112016-01-03T02:42:00.001+08:002016-01-03T03:01:04.057+08:00I'm sorry I am not made out to be an influencer, here are some updates tho<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HI EVERYONEEEE.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am so sorry, obviously if I were to be paid to do my Youtube videos and my blogposts, I would starve to death. But if people were to really pay me to post stuff I would be more than interested of course feel free to hit me up and we can talk about it. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am actually a very inappropriate person so if you want to really know my deepest thoughts and desires, you gotta work for it mate. HAHAH.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So quick overview of what this blogpost is gonna be about: </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So the last time I blogged I mentioned that I was headed to Uni, and uni has been a pretty odd and unsettling albeit fruitful experience so far. Can I just take this opportunity to highlight to those who are looking to go overseas for your further education that <b><span style="color: red;">it is not all unicorns, rainbows and DEFINITELY NO PROMISE OF THE SUN. </span></b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's not that different from Poly tbh, but yeah, if you're headed to foreign land be prepared for accents that will take some getting used to and also the fact that assignment briefs can be the most confusing time. Also, be prepared to read A LOT because the seminars are crazy interactive and you may be singled out to give your thoughts on the readings. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I've been settling in quite well with my classes I would say, but the assignments really stress me out because they are definitely not as detailed as what I'm used to back home in Singapore and it really makes me doubt myself on whether I even did an assignment right.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So at this point I<b> would really like to ask you guys to pray for me, or just send me positive vibes if that's not your kinda thing.</b> I would really appreciate it a million because I really need it. Like I really want to make my dad fking proud so I really need to do well in school. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But overall I met a few awesome peeps from around the world who make class worth going for and I'm eternally thankful for them. I feel like I'm always the most excited person to be in class even though I whine about the morning lessons, because there are some really awesome people who make the class good. :) you guys are so lovely please don't change. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><b>I really want to make it a point to get to know more people from wherever so please please drop me a msg if you're in Newcastle or just in the same timezone and looking for a friend :). Please take note I am not DTF or looking for anything specifically in that area, sooooooo please don't drop me texts that will make me uncomfy thank you xoxo. </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Moving onto my Youtube channel... Hehhhhhh I did start it, but I never followed through, here <b><span style="font-size: large;">I would like to sincerely apologise to whatever fans I have (lol) mostly GABBY, XAV and DEBBY</span></b> I'm so sorry guys I know you guys looking forward to my videos, but my time has been spent on school and trying waaaaay too hard for the people around me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">No more, I promise I will set aside time to put in a bit more effort to do up the channel <3. Please bear with me guys, I'll definitely work a bit harder on producing a bit of content at least for you three. I love you guys, thank you for being the few who believe I have any star quality at all. You guys are so precious to me, I don't say it enough. But yeah, just be a little patient with me, I'm reworking all my priorities right now for the year and one of my priorities is gonna be me for once. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The rest of you feel free to tell me what kinda content y'all wanna see on the channel k, other than the occasional covers I want it to be a platform for me to voice my thoughts on certain topics. So, would be interesting to tackle some of the stuff y'all toss in my way :). <b>(SEX IS ALWAYS FUN TO TALK ABOUT BTW, SO, LIKE FEEL FREE TO PITCH THINGS MY WAY) -WINKWINK-</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Okay so, this is a huge part of why I wanted to blog tonight. Been feeling a little emotional these few days thinking of going back to Newcastle, because I just feel so loved here in Singapore and life has been tough in Newcastle for some reason. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have this habit of putting others' needs before me and I have difficulty raising up times when I am unhappy or hurt. So it's really no one's fault when I'm down in Newcastle and I feel so alone tbh. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But yeah, I've just been borderline depressed in NCL for a long time now because I just feel so unlike me. <b>I'm constantly thinking I'm not good enough in NCL and I think it's because I feel so useless unable to really be there for the ones I love back in SG and feeling like I'm not good enough for those in NCL.</b> I basically reduced myself into a ball of insecurities and I'm a damn wreck that needs to get it together. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So yes, I learnt after my short time back in SG that I need to start thinking of myself before I can really be there for others as well. </span><br />
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<span style="color: red; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>A wise friend told me: Sometimes your saying 'no' is good for others, you need to start seeing it this way because you tend to put others before yourself. </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You know who you are and you know I love you because you fking get me and put it into words. :) <3 thank you. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">This week back home really helped me gain perspective of what I was doing wrong in NCL and I'm going back a happier and stronger person both emotionally and physically I feel. So, yall brace yourself for a different Sammy. I'll focus a bit more on myself so that I can love y'all better and more selflessly. #scoutshonouryall </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So no more pining for validation and putting others waaaaay waaaaaaaaay before myself. I'm gonna love myself a bit more. :) So if I'm a bit selfish this year, I think it's warranted because I haven't been all for Sammy for awhile, if you cannot deal with it, maybe you need to start thinking for me a bit too. I don't know, just something to think about hahah. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But yeah, here are some of the awesome people who made my life bearable in NCL, this is not all of them, but these people really helped a whole lot, if y'all ever do see this, please know I love yall. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Texas Princess Alaina <3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Okay so the last and most EXCITINGGGGG PARTTTTT. I'm gonna be going around in 2016, heh. </span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Headed to Japan for Chinese New Year in Feb (what is school?)</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Going down to Birmingham to catch ATL and GC in Feb as well </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Might be spending my Valentine's in London this one isn't confirmed yet, so if anyone would like to be my Valentine, please let me know -winkwink-</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Should be traveling in March with Gracine around UK </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Glasgow(?) still thinking on this one, because it will mostly be a whiskey trip HAHAHA</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There may be plans to head to Amsterdam in March as well to catch up with Seb and Steph</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">BORACAY WITH MY #HOTSTUFF CREW IN JUNE WHAT UP THIS ONE, I REALLY CANNOT WAIT, AHAHAHA. </span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So yeah, that's the first half of the year traveling plans uh, if any of you would like to jump in on any do let me know, all but the last one should be open invites HAHAH. So yeah, if you've made it this far in the post please know I love you so much for even bothering to read this and keeping up with me. I love you so much and you are so precious to me. -hugs- I'll just throw in a couple of photos for your visual entertainment. HAHAH, I'm so full of shit. This is featuring those who really made me feel so loved in the short time I have been back. <3 Y'all mean so much to me I will see y'all in June my loves.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm gonna miss my grandma so fking much when I go back to NCL it is unreal I am damn needy, but this woman is my rock. <3</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Melmel. heh. Girlfriends4lyfe.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Once again please feel free to contact me via any of my social media channels. I have snapchat too! @sammycharlotte :) so feel free to hit me up any time. I reserve the right to ignore anyone who creeps me out tho. Please remember that you are loved and never alone. -hugs- I promise to try and update this deadass blog as much as possible k I'm so sorry again. HAHAH.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;">♥</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It has been forever since I last blogged. I know. I suck at this commitment thing to blogging. People who constantly blog everyday/every week, <u>you are amazing</u>. keep up the good work. ANYWHO, quick update on my life:</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>1) I AM GOING TO UNIVERSITY. I HAVE A FUTURE. PRAISE THE LORD.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>2) I AM GETTING A NEW MACBOOK. PRAISE THE LORD.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>3) I AM REALLY GOING TO START MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL. SOON. I PROMISE. </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>4) MY BRACES ARE GONE. HEH</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">SAMMY IS GOING TO UNIVERSITY. YAYYYYY. I had such a hard time making university decisions to be honest, and I think I was really damn annoying during that time. The first decision I had to make was whether or not I should even go to university. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Those who do not know, I am graduating with a diploma in Mass Communication from Ngee Ann Polytechnic. My diploma is really the<b> best </b>communication diploma ever. I feel such a deep sense of pride telling people about my diploma programme because it is so well-rounded. I feel like I am definitely ready to go out into the industry and start working full time due to all that I've learnt (yes, the school trains us <b>THAT </b>well). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I had to decide whether or not I wanted to pursue a degree in the first place. I spoke to my dad about it and he voted for me to go ahead and pursue a degree. So onwards a degree I went. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The following decisions I had to make were which university and course. Local universities' GPA cut off points are ridiculous. Most of the courses require you to get above 3.7, which is equivalent to mostly As and B+s for your 28 to 34 modules and maybe one or two Bs, I think getting <b>ONE</b> C+ is the max number of C+s you can get. It is crazy intense. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Obviously I am not a 3.7 (not that I didn't try my best to be) but I still did relatively well. I'm not really overly upset over the fact I cannot get into most of the local universities though. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There was no course I was dying to get into and I felt like the communication courses local unis have to offer will not be able to give me a whole lot more than what I have already learnt. Why waste another 4 years learning things I know? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It was then the time to explore the more exciting (and pricey) option of overseas education. I went to USA last year and I absolutely LOVED THE PLACE. Sigh, I miss America so much. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Getting back on point, I really really wanted to go to USA to study, because I am still so in love with the people there and how laid-back they are there. My crazy love for USA died a little the moment I started looking up tuition prices and the fact I have to take the SATs (boo). So bye bye USA, we will meet again. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I then looked up UK and AUS universities. AUSTRALIAN UNIVERSITIES ARE INSANELY EXPENSIVE TOO. Eventually I explored the UK option and I am so damn glad I did. I went for roadshows to meet representatives from various universities and since I love what I'm already doing, I decided to stick with communication as the course to pursue. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Thank God I have great people around me. Sam Barnes who already applied to UK unis was a whole lot of help, from advising the best universities to go for comms as well as to take note of universities in the Russell Group. So I owe her a whole lot for the advice during this process (Love you bunny). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I ended up getting accepted by both Newcastle University and The University of Warwick for their comms courses. /DANCES AROUND IN JOY/</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I would love to go to Warwick, but they can only accept me for their first year while Newcastle accepted me for entrance straight into the second year, Warwick's tuition fees were also a lot higher than Newcastle's (plus Bunny is already in Newcastle), so I chose to accept Newcastle's offer. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">To add to all this excitement, <b>GRACINE IS GOING TO NEWCASTLE WITH ME</b>. Hehehe, her parents trust her with me and I think we both help keep each other grounded. So thank God. <u>Two of my best girlfriends going to the same university with me, not much more I can complain about. </u></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>If you are from Newcastle/the UK and somehow reading this post, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO TALK TO ME, my social media links are on the left. I really want to get to know you and to hopefully meet you in UK when I get there. </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will definitely update everyone in SG on when I'm leaving for UK. It will probably be during during the period of <u>20-23 Sept.</u> I will be back home for Christmas so y'all can still buy presents for me. HAHA. But yeah, UK is definitely happening. I am in the process of booking my accommodations, it is a crazy exciting time.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am going to get a new macbook pro for Uni, just a matter of getting it here or in UK. Probably gonna get the Macbook Pro retina or just the Macbook Pro. SO EXCITED HEHEH. I am a very expensive investment I hope my father will not live to regret and one that will hopefully reap loads of rewards.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I know this is not the first time I've mentioned my Youtube channel but I <b>PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE</b> it will happen. By the time I get to UK or by the first week I'm there, the channel is gonna be up (I hope). </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I was thinking of having the channel as a vlogging channel or just a show for me to whine and tell everyone back home how much I miss them (and chicken rice). If you have anything you wanna see on my yet-to-be-set-in-motion-because-I-am-a-busy-bitch Youtube show, please comment or contact me to let me know. I live to please -winks-. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Oh, I should set up a Youtube channel to put my covers up too... Hmm.. Well, I will decide on all of these when I actually have the time to do my Youtube Channel up proper. Please bear with me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Lastly, I finally completed my orthodontic journey (for now). After almost three years I have finally got my braces off. Yippee. I have also gotten new glasses. I'm really trying to be one of those people who go out of the house in glasses and believe I look good in them. I really am trying. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If you have made it through the whole post up to this point, thank you so much for giving me your time. I love you so much. You are a lovely person and I appreciate you -BIGHUGS-. Please feel free to contact me on my social media. I reserve to right to ignore people who weird me out. Here are some selfies of me without braces and with my new glasses hehe.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Will definitely upload picts of my angels Sam and Gracine soon. Hehe. Thank you God for great people in my life. Please if you ever need someone to remind you that you are worth loving and not alone, talk to me. Goodnight you beautiful soul.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina </span><span style="color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;">♥</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's already November!!! PRAISE DA LORD, just <b>one more month and 25 days to Christmas </b>WHOOOOHOOOOO. I need to start planning for gifts, or whether I should even buy gifts for people. MEHHHH. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Anywho, I had a pretty eventful Friday, did not really get to celebrate Halloween because I felt all Halloween-ed out after all the horror movies and media previews to the Halloween events that last night I could not even bring myself to get all pumped to go out and party. Boooooooooooo. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Friday started off with me forgetting to bring my office pass. This resulted in me having to stand at the door waving at my colleagues to get them to open the door for me. Insanely dumb. Omg. The reason why I forgot to bring my pass was really because I saw it dropping out of my bag the night before and I thought to myself, </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Me: AND ON HIS FARM HE HAD A <b><span style="color: red;">FARM</span></b> EEYAEEYAOH</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Me: Did I just say 'on his farm he had a farm'? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Me: What sound does a farm even make?!?!?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I then proceeded to laugh about it and kept giggling about it the whole day. HAHHAA. Towards the end of the day Nat was telling me about this buyer who kept trying to reduce the price of this item she was selling on carousell and I showed her <a href="http://carouhell.tumblr.com/">carouhell.tumblr.com</a>. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If you have not visited this blog before YOU NEED TO. Some of the posts are so damn funny. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Omg, I died. HAHAHA, check out Carouhell, it's really quite epic. Just <b>PLEASE DONT EMOTION</b>. HAHAHAHAH.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After the long day I met up with Mel at Fish Soup, and after ordering my food I realised that I LEFT MY FREAKING WALLET AT THE OFFICE. Because I usually bring out this Tote bag I have in the office for lunch and my wallet was in there. LEGIT EPIC FAIL. OMG. And because I left my pass at home, I couldn't go back to the office to take it. OHGAWDWHY. I was ready to kill myself there and then. I think I went full retard and you NEVER go full retard. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's even funnier because when I was coming back from lunch I was singing "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" and the security guard auntie was like "Girl, so happy today ah?" and I went "BECAUSE IT'S FRIDAAYYYYYY". Meaning, my happiness was derived from the fact I did not have to go back to the office the next day, but NOOOOO I had to leave my wallet in the office. UGH. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Was supposed to go back today to get it, but I was so busy today. I think I can last the weekend without my wallet. HAHAHA. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hope you lovelies are having a better weekend than I do, if anything, you guys have your wallets with you. Thank you for taking the time to read this till the end, you are a lovely person and I appreciate you -BIGHUGS- feel free to contact me on my social media k? </span></div>
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-54581182523780978022014-10-13T23:52:00.001+08:002014-10-13T23:53:20.490+08:00Blue and used<span style="color: red; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Disclaimer: This is not going to be a funny post. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">One </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">because one of my bestest friends is going through something really shit right now </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and two </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">because I'm feeling really used and taken advantaged off</span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Firstly, people need to start being more responsible of their actions. People tend to forget that what they do to hurt themselves will eventually affect the people who <b>genuinely care </b>about them. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My motto in life is to never get so caught up in my own pain that I undermine someone else's pain. I cannot allow myself to be that way. Savior complex or not, loving others has always been the one thing that has been keeping me sane. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So it really breaks my heart when I see someone I love suffering for faults that are not even theirs to begin with and taking on responsibilities that are way too much to handle. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">(this one's for you bby, I know you don't wanna call and talk, please don't despair, I love you and I promise I won't force you to go with me to spooktacular if you don't wanna)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Okay there's that and there is the fact that <b>I am really really not that dumb</b>. I can tell when someone is using me and <i>you</i> are really not being very subtle to be honest. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If you're not gonna put in effort in even being a decent <b>friend</b>, we are never gonna advance beyond that. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't mind helping you out, but seriously I'm starting to feel like you only text me when you need something or contacts. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If you just need someone to help you with your work just be frank and say you wanna hang out because I have contacts, do not go all romantic and flirty with me because that's just rude and a bit saddening. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I think it's BS when someone says he wants to get to know me but ends up never really asking about me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>So check yourself or check out of my life. There's a difference between being nice and a pushover and Sammy is definitely not afraid to call it out as it is. </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Okay rage post done. I would apologise for all the anger and sadness in this post, but I am going to keep things real on this blog so other than the funny epic fails be ready for the emotional rage stuff from time to time as well. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Once again if you're reading this and have any thoughts you wanna convey to me, just leave a comment or contact me across my social media platforms. Gonna include my email in the information box. </span><br />
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-88915887348477354662014-10-10T17:03:00.000+08:002014-10-10T17:06:47.292+08:00Internship (epic fail) Adventures #1<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HAPPY FRIDAY YOU LOVELY PEOPLE OUT THERE :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If you guys didn't know Sammy is currently on internship and my workplace is at Clarke Quay! :) So naturally everyday is a hunt for affordable and good food. I am so broke nowadays it's getting a bit sad. HAHA. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Today the 4 of us (the temp staff AKA Grace, Denise, Nat and myself) went to Liang Court for lunch! I usually am the one who just follows and eats whatever. We had pretty damn good Udon today, the stock used was just so yum. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So how the Udon place works is that you order whichever Udon you want, then you can move on to the toppings section before proceeding to pay. The toppings section was basically all the tempura stuff, which means <b>FRIED EVERYTHING</b>. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So Denise and Grace was already done with their orders and stuff so it was just Nat and I left raiding the toppings section. So being the simpletons we are, we just followed whatever the label said and took whatever we wanted. Nat got sweet potato and like fried shrimp while I got the shitake mushrooms (I'm a sucker for mushrooms, acquired taste yo). <b>TURNS OUT WE BOTH TOOK THE WRONG TOPPINGS. </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"Maybe this store very cool, prepares their tempura differently, like they cut her sweet potatoes that way so maybe they put all my shitake mushrooms together and fried it altogether, HOW COOL." </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Aaaaaaaaand NEW BOOKS. HEHEH</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">TGIF my loves, thank you for taking the time to read this blogpost, you're amazing. Do talk to me whenever okay, I'm contactable across most social media platforms! HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY YOU AWESOME PERSON. HERE'S A HUG. -BIGHUGS- </span></div>
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-11068177531813304572014-10-09T11:55:00.002+08:002014-10-09T11:55:44.523+08:00It's been awhile<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's been awhile since I sat down and properly typed out a blogpost. HAHA, my last post was more than a year ago. I have grown a lot since then. A lot of things have changed, HAHA, well one thing that changed big time is the fact I'm <b><span style="color: red;">single</span> </b>now.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's a bit hard being single I realised, especially since I do not know how to do this whole dating thing at all. Geez man, HOW?! SOMEONE, PLEASE TEACH ME. It's, in the words of Linda Belcher, the pre-love phase, whereby people have yet to fall in love but they are almost there.. (yes I just quoted Bob's Burgers HAHAHAH) BUT SERIOUSLY</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm like this awkward ball of anxiety and low self esteem when it comes to meeting new people. Ugh and the last guy I was REALLY INTO turns out to have a girlfriend. Why. Oh lordy why. It's okay, Sammy lives and learns, I am traumatised, but I will deal. ^^</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I miss writing and sharing my thoughts. I'm gonna start this blog up again, sharing moments of my epic failures and such, really appreciate you if you're actually reading this post, please let me know if you read it so I can buy you something nice, like chocolate, sweets or a packet of chips. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But anywho, stay tuned to more blogposts :) probably gonna share some experiences I had with dating. HAHAHHA, I'M A FAIL. GAWD. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina </span><span style="background-color: #1c1c1c; color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;">♥</span></div>
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-70550669012512984982013-03-20T23:36:00.001+08:002013-03-20T23:36:29.179+08:00Coming back to the heart of worship<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I've been feeling really numb lately. Like nothing else matters. It's not like anyone cares or anything but I've truly been feeling alone, spiritually. This whole holiday, I don't think I've accomplished anything worth being proud of, I just feel so utterly, annoyingly numb. I'm honestly disappointed in the person I've become. I used to say "I'm gonna fight on" and "I will never leave". But look where I am now. I just feel so helpless. It scares me. How much I really don't care anymore. How I just don't bother about how anyone is doing, whether people miss me, whether I'm becoming a bad example to people who look up to me. It scares me. Everyday I tell myself that I'm fine, it's just a phase, I'll stop this madness and return to Him soon. But lately, it seem that I have no intention of going back anymore. My prayers are so half-hearted it's as though I pray just for the sake of praying, because it's the right thing to do. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I keep wondering what has caused me to be like this, is it really anyone's fault at all? I feel it's all some excuse for me to feel better that I'm such a horrid catholic. I just get mad so easily at Him. I just, don't know how to deal all the nonsense being thrown at me all the time. I get mad at Him when I feel abandoned by people who I trusted and love. I just don't understand why He would let people who I have tried so hard to be there for just take me for granted. I cannot stand the fact He's letting so many things in my life change. I don't do well with change. I just, don't. I don't like change. People always say change is good, but it's never easy. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's not that I don't believe in Him anymore, or I'm thinking about fully giving up my faith or anything, I'm just mad. And upset. AND JUST SO FRUSTRATED BECAUSE I DON'T FEEL AS CLOSE TO HIM AS I WAS BEFORE. But what makes this whole damn thing even worse is how I realized, it's my fault I drifted away. Whenever I go for mass, I make the promise to go back to Him. To be close to Him again. I always tell Him that I'm trying to be close to Him, when in truth I've given up. It makes me feel even worse to have realised that all I've been doing is the opposite of love. I can't even begin to describe the disappointment. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But it's so hard knowing that the people I love, have moved on without me. The community I thought I had turned out to not even qualify to be called a community, and it hurt. It really did. I know this may seem like bullshit to some of you, and may even be seen as an excuse for my just not being around. But it's just how I really feel. I just feel so... Alone. I can't even describe it in words. It's as though suddenly I don't belong anymore. It made it a lot worse when the one person, who I thought would understand my feelings and struggles, made it seem like I was a person who was just looking for an excuse to leave. I wasn't. But I took the easy way out. I decided to leave, I was tired of trying. Why bother? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't even know why I'm posting all this shit all of a sudden. But last night, something truly amazing happened. I felt Him again. While I was just in the midst of saying one of my "prayers", I felt His presence again. And I realised how much I miss Him. How I miss telling Him everything and spreading love to others so they could see Him through me. I miss it. I started to feel bad. About how I've been caught up with my own jealousy, pettiness and anger, that I refused to see I was hurting people who love me and trusted me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">If you're reading this and I've hurt you in any way by not being around or by just suddenly being gone. I really am sorry. I've been so caught up with my own hurt that I've forgotten to put others first. I really am sorry. I'm just so afraid of being judged and rejected should I ever return, that I thought it would be easier to not care. I'm so sorry. Last night, I made a promise to my Father, that I would try to come back, try to be the person I used to be. I really will try. I just hope it's not too late to come back to the heart of worship, I really am sorry. Please understand and help me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina </span><span style="background-color: #1c1c1c; color: #cccccc; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 20px;">♥</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-26205980773698723472013-01-23T10:09:00.001+08:002013-01-23T10:09:07.565+08:00Too tired to function<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hey guys! I'm so sorry I haven't been blogging more, but school has just ben insanely busy, like INSANELY BUSY. I've just been so tired trying to simply complete my work, sigh. Ah wells, HERE I AM. :) Blogging during lecture because yeah, I'm too tired to absorb anything. Why are there still lectures anyways? :( WE ALREADY HAVE OUR FINAL ASSIGNMENTS TO COMPLETE. MEHHHH. Hope you guys have been well! :) Hehe. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I'm so tired, BUT I'M SO EXCITED. YAY. I can't wait to turn 18. If y'all didn't know my birthday is in March! :) I know I know it's still really far away BUT HEYYYY I'M TURNING 18. I GET TO GO WILD. I can see myself as a wild wild crazy girl. I know I'm a catholic but I'll behave.. :) to the most of my capabilities. MEHEHEHEHE. OMG I'M SO EXCITEDDDD. YIPEE. CAN'T WAIT TO GO PARTAYEEEEEE. 18 18 18. HAHAH. Okay I'm starting to wake up now, talking to myself is very interesting. Talking to me is very interesting in general, TALK TO ME. HAHAH. Okay my issues are starting. Lecture is ending! I'll blog when I have time! I love you all! :)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina ♥</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-33219899432844368662012-11-06T21:50:00.001+08:002012-11-07T00:09:38.943+08:00RAGE POST ON PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS USA.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hello people hope you guys have been well! :) as you all should know by now THE PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS FOR USA IS CURRENTLY GOING ON :D So, like promised in the title, this is a rage post which is not suppose to pose as any form of insult to any of the candidates at all :), disclaimer done, so let's move on to the rage bitch part.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So this morning I tweeted something saying that we should vote for obama, it was all for fun and because I genuinely respect Obama as a person and I do think he has been a really good president for the US, plus I really LOVE the fact he is PROCHOICE. But apparently, this particular person had something against the very fact I just support Obama. He started saying things like, "HE'S PROCHOICE WHAT GOOD IS THAT?!" and things like "he says gay marriage is ok! what can the future be with him?" I didn't really understand his super strong reaction and asked him why he makes prochoice sound like a bad thing, and he replied "means you have to go against humanity's decisions. And feel free to sin against God!'. So by this point I could tell he was really super bloody against Obama just because Obama is freaking prochoice, so I decided to reply him that Obama was simply respecting people's decisions to be who they want to be, God gave a free will, so nobody really has the right to take that away. He went, "respecting is one decision, but knowing the truth is another altogether. Obama doesn't know the truth at all", at this point I really didn't want to bother arguing with him because well, I respect his decision and his views but I intend to keep mine. Oh btw, I have NO IDEA what he meant by the "truth" if you guys are having the question in your head as well. I really have NO IDEA. I just take it that he meant the truth as in the truth is to not allow gay marriages and things like that.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So I thought that episode was over, because I could really feel the tension, like I was replying him for fun but his replies were super pushy and super set in his ways. I really do love this guy as a friend, but yeah, apparently after the next episode I take it that I'm not good enough to be his friend.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So in the evening after I got home, I received a reply from THIS SAME GUY regarding another tweet of mine which I tweeted when I was in class after watching Michelle Obama's speech saying I really wanted Obama to win, and he started saying "BOO BOO! Sorry don't get personal :) hahaha" so I took it that he was joking and just replied him in a joking matter saying "IT'S PERSONAL. YOU IDIOT. HAHAH. I KIDDD :)". He suddenly replied me "I know you are a sweet catholic girl" and I'm once again in the what-the-hell-why-suddenly-pull-in-the-religion-stunt-again mode, but I still thought he was joking and I was slightly annoyed he kept trying to pull in catholicism so I just tweeted him to "don't make all catholics seem so blinded by faith eh! Pro choice! It's like PRO FREE WILL!".</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He on the other hand decided to drive the conversation into a whole new other direction and went "if you say so why not we use condoms & have sex before marriage", at this point, my patience was running bloody low, so I simply replied "so if Obama isn't president, Romney can stop people from using condoms and premarital sex?" and he replies me "at least he(romney) doesn't promote it" and claimed that Christian Catholic churches forced to practice against our belief because of Obama. WHATTHEHELLLL. I was still trying to keep the conversation fun and non-personal so I just said "Obama doesn't promote, hahah, accepting doesn't equal promoting" and I decided to drop in the "love thy neighbor" quote in there as well. Just love everyone equally, we're not God to judge, if God can love gays equally, what gives us the right to discriminate them and not give them equal jobs?! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He then replies, the most fucking offensive tweet I've ever gotten EVER, "well I guess you got blinded by secularism congrats the devil has won u:) cheers all the best". That was fucking low. Fucking brainless. Fucking uncalled for. I was so pissed off, I still am. If y'all didn't know I get really pissed when people comment on others' faith lives. Not just mine. No one has the bloody right to deem anyone "less holy" than he or she is. Honestly, WHO HE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS?! I think it's utter bullshit that JUST BECAUSE I SUPPORT OBAMA, I'M AN ATHEIST. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The worst part is he continues to make a huge deal about it saying I MADE A MISTAKE. Whatthehell. Really. No idea what his problem is. If he was gonna talk religious, he's the one with tattoos and shit </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I really get super annoyed when people blame Obama for everything, the recession, gay's existence, premarital sex etc, please don't be so bloody deluded that THESE THINGS WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED IF OBAMA WASN'T PRESIDENT. I think it's never okay to bring in someone's religion, ever. Okay. It's not okay to say it's not personal and then pull in my religion.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The best part is that he's making it seem like I asked for his opinion when I really wasn't, he replied my tweets and he was super stuck up and set in his ways. Annoying asshole. He based his whole ANTI OBAMA thing on this ONE SMALL AREA ALONE. NARROW MINDED DOUCHE.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Just to be cleared I'm not promoting homosexuality at all, I'm just like Obama, I'm prochoice, it's not my life, I have no right to dislike them or disrespect them because they're humans just like ME. They are created by God and they are LOVED by Him as well. No one has the right to look down on them or take away their freedom or rights.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Peace out people! :)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sammy Valentina ♥</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-52571432767118286692012-10-16T18:34:00.000+08:002012-10-16T18:34:12.523+08:00Sorta first official day of school :D<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Heyyy guyyys :D </span><div>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So today was like, the FIRST official day of school since yesterday was IS, so it doesn't really count :). So, in the morning I kinda overslept :/ by like 10 mins. IT'S ALOT OKAY. When you live like halfway across the country from your school, 10 mins is really a lot of time :(. So yeah, I rushed a shower and practically flew out of the house. I was like deliberating between taking the shuttle bus or 151e in the shower. Usually by the time I get to the shuttle bus the queue will be really long, and since it's the first day of school and everything I thought it would really be alot longer than usual, but if I took 151e I would have to CROSS THE OVERHEAD BRIDGE TO SCHOOL. THE HORROR. Ah wells, in the end I stuck to taking 151e, since I took it before and even though it's costly, it really doesn't make a difference since I keep forgetting to buy my bus concession and I'm paying the adult fare since I'm in poly. (pfffft) Haha, the bus was CRAZY CROWDED I TELL YOU. Thank God, I stay closer to the interchange so I managed to get a seat :D whoot whoot! HAHA, met up with Denise at munch and we headed to class together, we kinda threw away half a cup of our drinks each :( oopsie. It was SUPER AWKWARDDDD when we reached the class coz everyone was just doing their own thing and like, we didn't even know anyone there. It was really really awkward.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Even when our tutorial started, we still didn't know half our classmates' names. OMG, to be honest, I know their names coz I keep checking mel for the groups and stuff. But we really didn't talk at all. SOOO AWKWARD. HAHA, gracomm was okay I guess :), so far I'm fineee with it I? I LOVE THE LECTURER :D HE'S SO CUTE, LIKE A LITTLE ASIAN SANTA CLAUS! THE WAY HE TALKS AND EVERYTHING. But yeah, the software has a lot more stuff compared to photoshop :( so I'm very very concerned considering the fact I really suck at photoshop or anything related to digital stuff at all. -sigh- Hopefully I'll get the hang of it soon :(</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After class, Denise and I went to Sakae sushi after getting my new textbooks. OH MY GOSH, THE TEXTBOOKS ARE SO HEAVY AND EXPENSIVE. THEY COST NEARLY $70. NOT COOL MAN. NOT COOL. Lunch at Sakae went a lot better than expected :) Hee. Was really great seeing Denise again! Gracine and Gabrielle joined us after awhile. Omg, there was this one moment whereby Denise was showing the "LOSER" hand sign and asked Gabby to read the hand, both Gabby and I said "L" at the same time. HAHAH. It was really really funny! After lunch we had a 5 hour lecture. SUPER EXCITING. I'll blog more when I get home or something :D need to head to church for wedding rehearsal! :)</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">P.S WATCH THE PEPSI COMMERCIAL WITH BEYONCE, PINK AND BRITNEY IN IT. HOT HOT STUFF.</span></div>
Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-88700638673670751552012-10-07T21:36:00.000+08:002012-10-09T15:47:12.814+08:00Imma SWOLLEN PIG and my time at beach ops.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HELLO PEOPLE :D haha</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's nearing the last week of my holidays :'( WEHHHH. HAHA, okay I've got 3 things to address in this post 1. How I spent my holidays 2. Why I'm a swollen pig 3. WHAT I'M INTENDING TO DO THIS LAST WEEK IF MY FACE ALLOWS IT :D </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">1. HAHA, I've been working at sentosa beach operations these past few weeks :) it's been an awesome experience. If y'all didn't know THIS IS MY FIRST JOB EVER. :D Whoooohooo. HAHA. The people there are crazy awesome and friendly :) So basically I met, Lutfi, Benyamin, Hyekel, Eugenius, Ben Huang, Benjamin, Leonard Tok, Serene, Charmaine, Gaz, Tas, Uncle Quek, Yamin, Yamini, Jermyn, Kymberly, Wei Ting, Uncle Gary, Yazhid, Randon, Andrew, Jon Chan, Lester, Cheng Yi, Chan, Chong, Gerome, Favian, Hao Sheng, Julian, Aidi, Zylyna, Sean Lee Jr., Darren, Wei Cheng, Gerald, Aaron, Kai, OMG SO SO MANY AWESOME PEOPLE :') I'm so lucky to have met them hee. This is the most awesome bunch of people you'll ever meet :'). They've really became family to me :) gonna miss them so so so much when school starts :( but I'll definitely wanna work whenever I can! :) Hee. And yeah basically over the holidays I've been going crazy, rushing here and there, getting my navel piercing and eating :D OH GOSHHH I HATE THE FACT I CAN'T EAT NOW :'( WEHHH. I WANT MY FOOD, I WANNA GO FOR BUFFET, I WANNA EATTTT. Oh gosh, this is like memoirs of a fat girl. HAHA. But seriously, I WANNA EAT :'(, sigh, with my next semi's crazy schedule I hope I do get time to eat at all :(. ANYWAYS, HAHA I tried to go shopping during the holidays with Puffy, but I guess I lost my shopping stamina and after knowing how hard it is to earn my own money WALAO, I REFUSE TO SPEND A CENT ON USELESS STUFF CAN. HAHA. So, during the holidays I actually got my wisdom teeth pulled out! Moving on to the next point now...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">2. Why I'm a swollen pig, well being the idiot I was I thought it would been super convenient to pull out all 4 of my wisdom teeth since the holidays and everything, but HELL WAS I WRONG. OMG its super sad can, spending my last week of my holidays eating super soft food coz of the stitches :'( I'm sadd, to make things worse MY FACE IS LIKE TWICE IT'S USUAL SIZE thanks to my stupid decision to remove all 4 at once :'( I hate my face. WEHH, PUFFY'S COMING HOME FROM THAILAND TOMRROW, MY FACE NEEDS TO MAGICALLY SHRINK OR SOMETHING. I've been waking up from the aching of my chipmunk cheeks :(. Ouch, really DO NOT PULL OUT ALL 4 OF YOUR WISDOM TEETH AT ONCE, IT'S A BLOODY STUPID DECISION. OMG. WHY DID I DO THIS IS MYSELF. HAHA, But on the happier note :) my daddy is really proud of me for being so brave and decide all by myself to pull out all 4 of them :') AWWW. Warmed my heart :) hehe.. GUYS PLEASE PRAY FOR THE SWELLING TO GO DOWN :'( IT'S REAL BAD. HAHA</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">3. How I'm hoping to spend the rest of my holidays, I WANNA GO EAT AT LEAST ONE BUFFET :'( I REALLY DO. Then mope about how I've got school from 9 to 6 on tues and weds. SHIT. I've got to wake up at 5 plus on mondays since school starts at 8 am and on thurs and fri I'll be going to school for 3 and 2 hours respectively. NOT COOL MAN. WHAT KINDA TIMETABLE IS THIS. SO SO SO SO SO NOT COOL. Well, at least I've got Denise in my class :') WHEEEEE. HAHAH. SO HAPPY I GOT HER. But at the same time really upset we had to change classes :'( I'm gonna miss Gracine, Gabby and everyone else :'( WEHHHH. Okay, so the last week of holidays I'm gonna go eat a buffet and get my pig face to be my normal face. SIGH. I REALLY MISS MY NORMAL FACE. THIS IS SOOO UGLY. OMG. CAN DIE. Anyhoo, hope y'all have been great :) will have more time to update this blog once school reopens to whine about how my life sucks :'( HAHA. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sammy Valentina ♥</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-6938264469800851532012-09-22T23:00:00.003+08:002012-09-22T23:00:52.680+08:00UPDATE ON MY HOLIDAYSSSS :D/ TCP CAMPPP<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">SO, I had a list of things I wanted to do during this holiday :D and I am happy to say most of those things are DONEEE. :D muahahahah. So yup, I am working now :D I have a navel piercing, I've finished all the SAW movies and both The Ring and The ring 2, Did my nails :), Saved and shopped, Swam ONCE :) (ITS SO HARD TO CONTINUOUSLY EXERCISE) and yeahhh. My holidays have been pretty good so far I guess :) despite the fact I've been REALLY BUSY :( Haven't had the time to really hang out with anyone coz I wanna keep working and on the days I'm not working I kinda have to spend time with my mum. Ah wells :(.</span><div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Just got home from a camp actually :) TCP CAMP! :) It was freaking awesome. To be honest, I had half the mind to NOT GO for camp on Sunday and I was all ready to pay them the $500 just so I can stay at home with my bed and my Puffy :( I was really depressed the night before camp. Thinking about how I'm gonna be bored to death, how I won't be able to have a comfortable shower or toilet for the next 3 days, how I won't be having my bed, how I'm gonna be missing out on work stuff etc. It was quite bad. Haha, I was just whining about how it was gonna be a waste of my time and how I really have NO idea what I can benefit from this camp that is different from all the other leadership camps I've been to. So yup, with a heavy heart I left for camp on the monday morning. HAHA, Puffy stayed over the night before and walked me to the bus stop. I was kinda emo on the bus with my big heavy bag (I PACKED SO MANY T-SHIRTS. HAHAH) and I WAS LATE T_T. NOT COOL MAN. The bus driver took such a long long longggg time to get to Ngee Ann. Definitely off to a bad start, but luckily I noticed that there was a girl on the bus who also had camping stuff with her. HAHA, LATE TOGETHER :D -does a weird little Sammy dance-. Turns out we were in the same group together. SO FATED. HAHA, her name is Joxanne :) She is SUPER adorable, even my group mentor was calling her Cute Stuff. Oh, and it was kinda an awkward entrance coz WeiCheng (guy from work) was also at the same camp, the moment I entered he shouted my name REALLY LOUDLY. It was a totally OH GOD WHY moment. But yeah, I don't think anyone really noticed, so YAY :D. I went over to my group and this really pretty and cute girl with HUGE eyes was asking for my name and introduced herself as my group mentor. :) Her name is Eunice, really awesome awesome person. I was like really awkward there coz I didn't really have anyone to talk to so I just smiled and minded my own business for awhile before HuiYing and Emelia started talking to me and Tricia shouted across the group for my name. HAHA. SO SO AWKWARD. Thank God for the introduction session. HAHA, managed to catch everyone's names then :D whoot whooot. And that was the time whereby I started showing off my navel piercing. I AM A PROUD OWNER OK. HAHA. I would write about how the camp was like and its contents but I really don't wanna spoil it for anyone. It really is a camp worth going for and definitely a GET FAT CAMP if you don't control yourself. HAHA. :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But yeah, I was so touched by everyone who made this camp happen and secretly proud to know that so many of the mentors are Chrtistians/Catholics, it really did prompt me to reflect on my own spiritual life and on how I could be like them changing someone's life. The camp also gave me a whole reality check on judging people. I SO SO WANNA TALK ABOUT THEIR SESSIONS BUT I DONT WANNA RUIN IT FOR ANYONE. GAHHH. But I really do miss everyone from camp, my team mates: Joxanne, Tricia, Dhaniah, Hui Qin, Shi Ying, Hui Ying, Gina, Shafiqah, Emelia, my awesome mentor Eunice :(, the ROHEI staff, the mentors. Sigh. :( </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I was really surprised with myself when I wasn't really all that emotional and upset on the last day of camp, at first I was really shocked and horrified at the fact I might have just treated this like another camp and not really bothered too much about it. The thought of this made me wanna cry a little just thinking about how maybe I really am not open and positive to things that were taught to me. I<b>t took me awhile to realise this but the reason why I'm not upset that camp ended is because I know the goodbyes said at camp aren't meant to be forever</b>. It makes me happy to know that the friends made at this camp are the ones I will definitely be seeing again due to the fact we went through this life changing experience together :) really mad mad love for TCP camp. </span></div>
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-68040178519669630752012-08-14T21:09:00.001+08:002012-08-14T21:09:56.120+08:00SCHOOOOL'S OUTTT :D THINGS TO DO FOR MY HOLIDAYS<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HELLO GOOD PEOPLE. I HAVE OFFICIALLY ENDED MY FIRST EVER POLY SEM! WHOOOOHOOOOOO! :) My last paper was today :D which went a lot better than expected. Hee. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">1) HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE I LOVE AND MISS! IMPORTANT*</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">2) Get a job, this is in the process :D like I might be working at Sentosa! EXCITING. Will give more details if I get the job :)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">3) USE THE MONEY FROM THE JOB TO SAVE AND SHOP. 2 words that never go together, but I'll find ways to make it work ;)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">4) SWIM. SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM SWIM. JUST KEEP SWIMMING JUST KEEP SWIMMING JUST KEEP SWIMMING SWIMMING SWIMMING~</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">5) Maybe run o.o ... HAHA, who am I kidding :/ JUST GONNA STICK TO SWIMMING</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">6) NAVEL PIERCING!!! This is not happening soon :( Meh, I REALLY WANT IT. But yeah, lots of things making me reconsider, like how my mum will kill me and I'll get my dad into trouble :(. Sad Sammy is Sad. Ah wells THIS IS NOT CONFIRMED. UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">7) DO MY NAILS. HAHHA, I was so stressed from studying medsoc I started peeling my nail polish :( poor nail polish lying all over the classroom floor.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">8) CLEAN MY ROOM. The time to find all the hidden treasure. HAHAH. My room gets really messy whenever there's a school term</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">9) NO MORE POTATO CHIPS. I FREAKING ATE ONE PACKET OF CALBEE SEAWEED POTATO CHIPS AND ONE WHOLE CAN OF PRINGLES WHICH WAS PIZZA FLAVOURED WHILE STUDYING FOR MEDSOC AND LOCPRO. OH THE HORROR. AND AND ROLLER COASTERS WHILE I WAS AT AMARA RESORT ON SATURDAY. Oh I can die. HAHAH. SO YEAH. NO MORE POTATO CHIPS. EVEN AFTER SCHOOL STARTS. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">10) SAW MARATHON! ;D HAHHA, I HAVE NEVER REALLY WATCHED A SINGLE SAW MOVIE :( OH OH! and THE RING :D I like horror shows. Bite me. HAHA.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">11) LOOK AFTER MY SOON TO ARRIVE BUNNEHHHH :D -TEARS OF JOY-</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">12) Rewatch ALL the Disney cartoons :D</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">13) SPEND LOTS OF TIME WITH MY BELOVED GOD-DAUGHTER GABBY</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">14) PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY. SEPND TIME WITH GOD IN THE ADORATION ROOM</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So yeah, lately I made a really rash comment on twitter and kinda got people into trouble and probably hurt a few people as well. Sigh, sometimes I really let my own spitefulness and anger get to me. Really need to stop. Last Sunday's Gospel reading really left an impact on me. I keep seeing how people haven't really been great friends to me, without noticing how I wasn't really a great friend myself. Lester's right. I need to stop being negative and start being positive. Hopefully I can fix things. Hate how I always do things without thinking. NEED TO STOP. So yeah, :) I AM GONNA MAKE THIS HOLIDAY A GOOD ONE :D WHOOHOOO. COME ON PEOPLE, GET YOUR SUNGLASSES, SHADES AND BIKINI ITS TIME TO HEAD TO THE BEACH! GOSH I WANT THE JOB AT SENTOSA SOOOOO BADDDDD! </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">To all my friends who have their promos and poly exams coming up ALL THE BEST :D I'LL BE PRAYING FOR Y'ALL! :D GOD BLESS!</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-65613852646716227582012-08-02T21:06:00.000+08:002012-08-02T21:06:03.154+08:00SCHOOL HAS BEEN CRAZAYYE<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hey guys, haven't been blogging for awhile :( coz I have been really realllyy realllyyyyyyy busy with school :( WEHHH. No time for myself at all eh. :( or for my boyfriend for that matter. Ah wells, at least all the modules that I am somehow having a problem with are more or less over :). Hee. S&W ended up on monday :( really miss netball eh. I kinda fell in love with it for the past sem. But yeah, that is one module down :). Writcomm is also over, webgra is also over. AHHHHHHH. :( THIS WHOLE YEAR IS PASSING BY WAY WAYYYYY TOO FASTTTTT :( NOOOOOO. Haha, but yeah :) Hopefully I do well to make my daddy proud :D. Managed to actually paint my nails yesterday :D whoot whoot. Like FINALLY, after like 2 weeks. Oh, I got new spectacles too :D COACH. Hehe. They make me look "hot" according to my boyfriend <3 :D yayy. I AM HOT, HAHAH. Gosh I am so tired. Been really stressed out the past 2 weeks :( I can't even sleep well at night stressing over all the work I have to do. It is a recurring fight between my body and my mind. My mind won't stop thinking and like my body won't function well. Haven't really been eating much at nights either. It is funny how nights REALLY REALLY STRESS ME OUT. Because it shows how the day is ending and I've just lost more time. Sigh. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I AM SO STRESSED OUT. THIS IS NOT NORMAL. I'M BECOMING A VINOD. NOT FUNNY. Okay. I need to chill. HAHAH. Can't wait for sem break :) 2 more weeks. I will really miss my class though :( They have been really awesome. Some people stereotype the FMS kids saying they are mean and bitchy but my classmates are really really nice. Everyone is nice once you get to know them I guess. HAHA. I still judge though. My judging skills are pretty spot on. :) I will really misss my classmates during sem break :'(. I think we are actually quite bonded and that just warms my heart. Seeing people console each other and spur each other on :'). </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I have decided that during sem break I will get something new or do something new :D I am gonna get my navel piercing this sem break. DO OR DIE. MUST GET IT. I just wanna know how it feels like. HAHA. Not like I'm really gonna go around and show people since y'know my tummy is really bigg :( boo. But yeah. Just for the experience :D if it turns out alright I might keep it for the long term but for now I am planning to keep it till it heals and just take it out. HAHA. I have issues. I like doing things for the fun of it. Its nice to know the different levels of pain I guess. ISSUES. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HAHA. I did something really retarded. HAHA I called my awesome friend Gabby to ask her about digpho and like she asked me to check my email and I started looking around for my phone, only to realise my phone was on my hand coz I used it to call her ._. OOPSIE. HAHA GTG! THE 9 OCLOCK SHOW IS STARTING :D BYEEEE </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: arial, helvetica, clean, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16px;">♥</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-4430167595338659702012-07-24T21:34:00.001+08:002012-07-24T21:37:10.235+08:00So many things have changed.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So sick and tired of the many things changing in my life. The many people who used to be a big part of a life who are just not there anymore. Maybe the problem lies with me. How I am sick of people's bullshit. Or maybe I am just tired of constantly being taken for granted. It is really tiring. To have to deal with people who can carry on with their lives, pretend everything is okay and still push the blame to you for the fall of the friendship. Well done. I guess maybe I am too sensitive. In a sense that I actually get really hurt whenever I find out I'm lied to. I get really upset when I find out that despite being thee for people, when things get better they're gone. Like, it just makes me feel so used. I used to be able to take it. Just be content with being able to help them when they needed me. But I am just so sick and tired of doing so. Them constantly hurting me, being so self-involved just broke me. They broke the compassionate side of me I guess. I can't completely blame them. I wasn't strong enough, I wasn't caring enough and I wasn't good enough. Maybe I demanded a little too much for them to care about me a little. Like, really find out how I am doing. Not come to me and say 'Hey how are you?' and then carry on about themselves. If it is about real family problems I can understand. I will never get upset about someone complaining to me about the shit they deal with at home. Because I know how that feels like, to be hurt by your own family is just wrong. I never really got the full privilege of familial love, thank God for my dad. But if you're just gonna talk to me whine about how you are not getting the person you have a crush on, how you are upset about having to fulfill your responsibilities and just being obsessed about problems that you refuse to let go, please know I am not the person to turn to. I just cannot handle it or be nice to you because I feel that you just want attention, not real concern. I will not be the kind of superficial person who will pretend to care when I really don't. What's the point? I'm sorry I just like to keep it real. I know I may seem like a mega mean bitch right now. Maybe I am. I guess I am just tired of being people's second choice. Like being a substitute when the friends they want are never around. I'm not asking for people to like really worship me and like see me as a huge awesome person just because I was there for them.I just ask to be appreciated. It would be nice if people actually came to me and just be there. Not asking for anything, just a friend in return. That would be lovely. Maybe things seem to have changed because I changed. Maybe it is really my fault for not trying hard enough. I just don't feel good enough to be there for anyone. I'm sorry if I have hurt you in anyway by ignoring you. I just don't feel good enough to be there for anyone, I'm emotionally unstable, apparently I am not spiritually ready either and I have just been hurt too many times by people who I really cared for. I am scared to care actually, maybe even scared to love. Maybe things haven't changed, I changed. Not like anyone is gonna read this anyway. But if you feel the same way, here's to let you know you're not alone.</span><br />
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Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-21442565916415477892012-07-23T15:16:00.002+08:002012-07-23T15:16:34.485+08:00BOREDDDD<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HELLOOOOOOO :)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Havent blogged for awhile! How y"all doing :D hahah. School has been really crazy :( Tired Sammy is tireddd. :( Haven't been sleeping well the past 2 weeks :( wehhhh. So much pressure to perform better. My tolerance level has been really reallyyyy lowww. Sigh. So yeahhh. Last IJ lesson today :)! Next week is gonna be my last S&W lessonnnn~ Then the assignment deadlines and exams will come and drown me. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :'( Ah wells. I'm tired. Gonna like wait for them to finish up. I swear I haven't been slacking. I actually did a lot today. I just have a really bad headache right now :( okayyy~ BYEEEE</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina ♥ </span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-7706537900974125852012-07-10T20:54:00.000+08:002012-07-10T20:54:02.470+08:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">OHMYGOSH. HAHAHAHHA I ALMOST SPELT HAPPY AS HABBY. HAHAHAHAH RETARDEDDD. Anyways, IT'S MY DADDY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY :D hehe I bought him a bottle of red wine. HAHA. Adriel took a cab down to meet me, because I am underaged so he has to buy the red wine for me. HAHA. BUT I PAID OKAY. HAHA. So yeah, after that daddy came to fetch us, we tried really hard to hide the cake, but apparently he saw it when he was fetching us. SHITTTTT. HAHAH, :) but yeah, it was fun. My dad was being bitchy ruining the whole birthday fun. When I switched off the fan he was like, 'Eh why don't on the fan, weather not hot meh?' HAHAHAH. After that we had the cake cutting ceremony :D. HAHA. I almost spelt cake as cat. I love my daddy :) hee. He has always been there for me, supporting me, and just loving me in his own silent way. He may not be the really talkative kind, but he is the really dependable and loving kind :). I love him a lot. He is my motivation to really do well in my studies coz I wanna be able to look after him when he grows older like how he looked after me. Okay, I'm getting really emotional. CHANGE TOPICCCC.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I got back my writcomm test results today :D. I was really dreading the return of this paper coz it was really out-of-the-world kinda hard :(. WEH. But yeah :) I did a lot better than I expected to do. I expected to fail. Really badly. HAHA. But I didn't :D I got 32/40! WHOOOOOTS. WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOO. SO HAPPYYYYYYY. HAHA. I am really not a mugger btw. HAHA, I am just a very lucky girl with a pretty good memory :) so yup, I AM NOT A MUGGER. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Today was like a roller coaster, day started off kinda bad but went up,up AND AWAYYYYY~. Roller coaster is the wrong kind of metaphor to use isn't it ._. ... It was like a hot air ballooooon.... Not really.... AH YOU GET MY DRIFT. HAHA. Oh Adriel managed to score pretty good boyfriend points today with my daddy :) coz he paid for the cake and all. HAHA. :) YAY. Okay, I'm gonna go now. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">P.S THATS ADRIELLLL :D HEHEHE. the girl behind is my cousin. HAHAHA. She's enjoying life seating on the massage seat and eating crackers. HAHAH. BYE.</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-68424202494136694752012-07-10T15:30:00.002+08:002012-07-10T15:30:23.110+08:00ONE HOUR TO SPARE :D<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Oh, the girl behind me kept kicking my chair -.- whatthehell and it's like she doesn't even apologize. So mean :(. I get really upset when people walk into lecture late then like not pay attention at all. Like firstly you're disrupting the lecture, and secondly its not like if you come in late your attendance will get marked, if you're not interested just don't come at all. Go do something you enjoy doing rather than come disrupt someone's lesson. Pfft. Ass. Last week, this group of people came in late and like kept making so much noise during lesson. ROARRRRRR. Okay, enough ranting. HAHA. :) I swear Deedee makes lectures quite fun :) Poor girl is sick :( Like, she has a sore throat. There is a flu going around I swear. I don;t feel really well either and like Adriel is sick too :( Janine and Siti are sick too. Gosh, EVERYONE'S FALLING SICK. THE WORLD IS ENDING. IT'S A SIGN. HAHA. I have issues. Oh gosh I am really tired. Still have writcomm lecture coming up. No idea what we're gonna do today. HAHA. Ahh wells :) Gonna go now. Denise says I have blogger syndrome. I agree with her. Every moment I just wanna BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG. HAHA :) Well at least I know at least one person reads it :) Hee, I love him like crazy <3.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">P.S HAHAHAH GRACINE AND MIMI ARE SINGING KOREAN SONGS. HAHHAHA WHAAAAT. Oh, thats Deedee on the right :D <3</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-81910054426829218662012-07-10T13:39:00.000+08:002012-07-10T13:39:58.897+08:00I love school :)<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Haha! HELLO GUYSSSS :D random post before Medsoc lecture :). Yeahhhh, I'm gonna faille my webgra test :(, gosh, it was so so sooooo baddddd :(. Like 2 hours 15 mins to do both photoshop and dreamweaver was crazy :( boo. Ah wells, at least it is over now :) Haha, went for lunch with Denise, Gracine and Gabrielle :) <3 we went to the Ngee Ann Alumni Clubhouse and I had time to go buy a new notebook :D, really took lots of notes this year. HAHAH :). I love them I swear, they are freaking awesome and retarded at the same time :D <3. Ashraf joined us after awhile. :) Gabby treated us all to drinks and it was awesome :D. I LOVE HONEY LEMONNNNN. HAHAH. Oh, one point we actually started talking about how we can have a whole potluck session :) HAHA, Gabby was like "I can make sushi!" and I was like "I can make potato chips, but yeah, don't be surprised if they taste like Lays coz I am THAT GOOD" HAHAHAH. Then after that we hanged around for awhile and left. HAHA, the girls went to the toilet to like camwhore for awhile :), Gracine and Denise were damn epic, like both of them were like looking at the phone while Gabby and I were like looking in the mirror, BECAUSE THATS THE RIGHT WAY TO CAMWHORE. HAHAH. Oh, they were really funny during lunch too, haha apparently they mistook each other's order and ended up taking the other's order until they realized which one was fish. HAHA. I love them. I swear. HAHA. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Haha, hi guysss! I'm in IJ now and I'm writing a blog post! :D Watch out we got a bad ass over here! Haha! Yeah the one on the right is grace :) She's awesome! Even though she skipped S&W today and left me alone to fend for myself :'(. But yeah, S&W was really fun :) Even though we had to really run a lot today :(. Haha, defenders are really the runners during the game, its so hard to look behind you :'(. I am like really tired. But still! :) thanks to my awesome S&W classmates it was really fun! :) Haha, because Grace left me alone for S&W I was all alone waiting for IJ to start :(, for those who don't know IJ stands for Idea Jumpstart, it's like a module in Ngee Ann that encourages us to be creative, haha. It's not really that bad :) but yeah, I would prefer to not come for it since I'm all tired and sweaty from netball :(. Haha. :) So, while waiting for IJ to start I headed to the Ngee Ann library which is FREAKING BIG btw. I kinda got lost in there and I was trying to choose books that were reliable, so yeah, I spent more time in there than I expected to spend, and ended up being late instead of early for IJ ;x ooopsie. Haha, with <a href="http://www.between-thelines.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">Grace</a> now :) we're like the only ones doing work in our group -.-. Pfft. It's okay! :D we are both awesome people who can HANDLE IT! Yeah! GIRL POWERRRR! Okay, I'm slightly high HAHA. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Gonna head over to Puffy's coz he is sick :( wehhhh. Shall buy porridge, bean curd and juice for him :) <3 her. I'll post another post tonight if I can! :D OH GOSH, DREAMWEAVER TEST TOMORROW. NOT FUNNYYYY. DIE DIE DIE DIE.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">P.S Haha, I masked my face last night and freaked out when I saw my reflection on my laptop screen thinking it was a ghost. HAHAHAHAH FREAKING LOSER! Haha, byeeee! :)</span>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7664812187942085883.post-72251436535572143492012-07-08T21:57:00.001+08:002012-07-08T21:57:46.624+08:00Today wasn't that bad!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Hello world! :) didn't really do much today eh, haha, went for mass to spend some time with my Father. :) I love spending time with Him. But yeahhh, I was slightly late ;x ooopsie. Haha, bus took forever to come eh :( so not exactly my fault there :). HAHA. I need to go for confession soon. Really want to make it habit to go regularly for confession but its like SO AWKWARD. Like where do you go and like how do you just go into the confession booth without like colliding with anyone or like indirectly cutting their queue :( HOW HOW! So many things to think about before going for confession :'(. Ah wells, hopefully I can go next week :). </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Went out for lunch with Michael, Lionel, Eugene and David after mass :). HAHA. We went to Jian Dao Jian~ :) I haven't been there for a really long time but apparently they go there every week after mass for lunch... I guess I can't blame people for excluding me so much since I haven't really been around ever since I got attached, school started and since I wasn't really motivated to go to church the past few weeks... Haha, Wanwan was right, I should really start putting in more effort including myself then blaming others for excluding me :). HAHA, but lunch was really fun, it wasn't awkward at all, haha, really far from what I expected :). The guys were really nice and funny. HAHA. There was one awkward moment when Pignel kinda got hit on by one of the aunties. She just started telling him that he was really handsome when all he wanted was more curry. SO AWKWARD. HAHA. :) But yeah, overall it was a nice time with the guys.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Oh oh! I saw Chris Oh and Ben Pra today during mass :), didn't really get to talk to Chris Oh coz he left after communion due to personal reasons... Hmmm. Haha, Ben Pra hanged around for awhile after mass for hugs and stuff but vanished soon after. They were both being bitchy on twitter demanding I pay each of them $50 for letting me see them today -.- Whaaaaat. HAHAH. Still love them uh :)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">After lunch I went to see my mummy, but I had to buy like 10 wobblys for her. Like she wanted 10! So yeah, I looked like a retard on the bus. HAHA. I missed both different buses to her place -.- whatthehell. The weather was crazy hot so I was melting :'(. Haha. When I finally reached her place she was SLEEPING -.- so yeah, I just watched TV :(. Watched Transformers 3 :). Have a huge mega crush on Optimus Prime!! :D Heehee. I was really upset when I thought the Autobots died :'( and when the deceptions were gonna kill Bumble Bee :'(. But yeah, it was still an awesome show :) hee. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Then after that I came back home and went for dinner with my daddy! :) To celebrate his birthday! :) It's this coming tuesday :D hehe. We went to JPpepperdine at Bras Basar :) Hee, I feel fat though :'( Wehehehehhe. Need to stop eating so much. I swear I'm like forever hungry, blooody braces make me wanna eat more food. HAHA. I had black pepper steak :D daddy had some fish and lobster thingy, which wasn't very good according to him. HAHA, but yeah :) we all had a good time just catching up and like talking about random stuff :D. Hee. After that we went to raffles city so he could buy bread for tomorrow's breakfast and for me to go buy starbucks :) my brother was whining the whole way about how we were walking over to Raffles City for Starbucks... Pfft. Pig. HAHA. :) Then we headed to Crumpler, I got kicked out coz of my Starbucks :'( weheheheheheh. So embarrassing! I really liked one of the bags though :( But I was standing outside so I couldn't like tell my dad I liked it. My brother was being an ass not wanting to help me tell my daddy. :( I looked damn dodgy standing outside Crumpler trying to get my brother to tell my daddy about the bag. Eventually I just called my brother to ask him to tell my dad about the bag and then the best thing in the world happened... MY DADDY READILY AGREED TO BUY THE BAG FOR ME :D HEHEHEHEH! SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW! :) I got a new crumplier backpack that is BLUE :D HAPPY SAMMY IS HAPPY! So yeah, after that we headed home :) I swear the shops at Raffles City close really early :( we reached there around 8.45 and all the watch shops were closed so daddy couldn't see the watches :(. Ah wells, today wasn't that bad :) hee.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">P.S DID Y'ALL KNOW THAT TRAINS HAVE DRIVERS IN THEM?! LIKE WHAAATTHEHELL RIGHT?! I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST LIKE CONTROLLED BY THE STATIONS, LIKE THEY PRESS A BUTTON AND IT GOES TO THE NEXT STATION KINDA THING :D HAHAH. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I miss so many people in my life. Haven't really had much time for anyone except my boyfriend. Like I've got so many things to do, so many people to meet, so much shit to deal with at home, I don't wanna lose myself at all. I'm so scared sometimes. Like I feel that I'm losing people who are really dear to me. I feel pushed away by people who I care about. I'm so sick and tired of trying to be there for people who exaggerate their problems when so many other people have bigger problems. My tolerance level has been pretty low, I guess I just had enough of people whining over the same damn thing over and over again. Like seriously, get over it. How about learning from it instead of dwelling on it? How the hell does dwelling help you in any damn way? I just don't get. And because I've lost patience for these kinda people I become the bad person, I become the excluded one, I'm the one who apparently push them away. Been feeling rather alone in the friends department of my life. Like no one really has time for me anymore. But thank God for people like Lester, Parry, Michael and Twinneh. People who constantly never fail to make me feel special, important, needed and loved. People who showed me they really care when I was feeling really down in my life and I never stop thanking God for them. Of course not excluding Adriel who is always there for me, constantly motivating me and loving me. I guess in terms of friends, its not how many people you know, but by who is there for you when no one is. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">HAHA, this post is so messy. so random then suddenly so emotional. It's my first post. I'll be back :) OH FUDGEEEE A BLOODY BEETLE JUST CAME FLYING TOWARDS ME. I ALMOST DIED. TIME TO GO!</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">xoxo Sammy Valentina </span>♥</div>Sammy Valentina ♥http://www.blogger.com/profile/14948621599286398952noreply@blogger.com0